The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness

The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness
AuthorMatt Ottley
IllustratorMatt Ottley
LanguageEnglish
SubjectBipolar disorder and psychosis
PublisherDirt Lane Press
Publication dateFebruary 2022
Publication placeAustralia
Media typeHardback book, audio recording and animated film
Pages128
ISBN978-0-6480238-5-2

The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness is a 2022 multimodal work by Australian author, illustrator and composer Matt Ottley. Published in book form by Dirt Lane Press, it combines an illustrated narrative about a boy's experience of psychosis with an orchestral score and a 50-minute animated film created from the book's 74 paintings and illustrations.[1][2]

The work won Best Graphic Novel/Illustrated Work in the 2022 Aurealis Awards and the 2023 World Fantasy Special Award—Professional. It also received a special mention in the CrossMedia Projects category of the 2023 BolognaRagazzi CrossMedia Award.[3][4][5]

Background and development

Ottley developed the project over approximately three years, drawing on his experiences of bipolar disorder and psychosis.[1] He intended the work to give audiences an impression of the sensory and emotional experience of psychosis and to encourage greater understanding of people living with mental illness.[6]

The project was conceived as an integrated work rather than solely as an illustrated book. In a 2025 interview with the Bologna Children's Book Fair, Ottley described it as comprising a 128-page picture book, a choral symphony and a 50-minute film, with the narrative communicated through the interaction of its written, visual and musical components.[7]

Form and content

The narrative follows an unnamed boy experiencing psychosis. A tree growing within him, whose flowers represent ecstasy and whose fruit represents sadness, functions as an allegory for bipolar disorder.[6]

The book is accompanied by a recording narrated by artist and author Tina Wilson. Its 50-minute score was composed by Ottley with guest composition by pianist Alf Demasi and performed by the Brno Philharmonic Orchestra, the Czech Philharmonic Choir of Brno and tenor Ben Reynolds.[8][9]

The work also includes a 50-minute animated film constructed from the book's 74 paintings and illustrations.[1]

Publication and performances

Dirt Lane Press released the Australian hardback edition in February 2022. The publication included a CD of the musical component, which was also made available as a download.[2][9]

The accompanying film was subsequently screened in Australian cinemas and at cultural and educational events.[1] In June 2024, an exhibition of artwork from the project was presented at YAVA Gallery in Healesville, Victoria.[10] Later that year, the film was screened at the Mental Wealth Festival hosted by City Lit in London, with Ottley participating remotely.[11]

Collection and preservation

In July 2025, the State Library of New South Wales purchased from Ottley a collection of material associated with The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness. The collection comprises the work's 74 paintings and digital files, together with manuscripts, musical sound recordings, video and other pictorial material.[12]

Reception

M. H. Alessandrino, reviewing the work for Books+Publishing, described it as a “multimodal sensory feast” and praised the interaction between its poetic language, artwork and musical score. The review considered it a long-form picture book intended for readers aged 15 and over.[2]

In The Saturday Paper, Jennifer Higgie described the work as intricate and emotionally affecting, emphasising that the musical recording forms an essential part of the narrative rather than merely accompanying the book.[8]

Sarah Deeming of the British Fantasy Society praised the changing colour palettes and the relationship between the score and illustrations. She considered its ultimately hopeful treatment of bipolar disorder an important contribution to public discussion of mental illness.[13]

Awards and recognition

The work was shortlisted in the Writing for Young Adults category of the 2023 Victorian Premier's Literary Awards.[14] It was also included in the Children's Book Council of Australia's 2023 Notable List for Picture Book of the Year.[15]

It won the Aurealis Award for Best Graphic Novel/Illustrated Work in the 2022 awards.[3] In 2023, the project received a special mention in the CrossMedia Projects category of the BolognaRagazzi CrossMedia Award[5] and won the World Fantasy Special Award—Professional.[4]

References

  1. 1 2 3 4 Chenery, Susan (8 June 2022). "'A visceral experience of psychosis': why one artist spent three years painting bipolar disorder". The Guardian. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  2. 1 2 3 Alessandrino, M. H. (1 December 2021). "The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness (Matt Ottley, Dirt Lane)". Books+Publishing. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  3. 1 2 "2022 Aurealis Awards Winners". Aurealis Awards. 31 May 2023. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  4. 1 2 "World Fantasy Awards 2023". World Fantasy Convention. 2023. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  5. 1 2 "BolognaRagazzi CrossMedia Awards 2023: The Winners". Bologna Children's Book Fair. 2023. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  6. 1 2 "What psychosis feels like: The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness". ABC Radio National. 8 October 2023. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  7. ↑ "Crossmedia Talks – The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness". Bologna Children's Book Fair. 21 July 2025. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  8. 1 2 Higgie, Jennifer (12 March 2022). "Writer, illustrator, musician and composer Matt Ottley". The Saturday Paper. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  9. 1 2 "The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness". National Centre for Australian Children's Literature. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  10. ↑ "Creative Communities". Healesville Traders Inc. 26 June 2024. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  11. ↑ "10 years of MWF: 2024 Mental Wealth Festival Highlights". City Lit. 25 October 2024. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  12. ↑ "Matt Ottley artwork, music and other material for The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness". Collection catalogue. State Library of New South Wales. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  13. ↑ Deeming, Sarah (2023). "The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness by Matt Ottley". British Fantasy Society. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  14. ↑ "VPLA 2023 Shortlist: The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness". The Wheeler Centre. 14 December 2022. Retrieved 12 August 2026.
  15. ↑ "Announcing the 2023 CBCA Book of the Year Notable List". Children's Book Council of Australia. 2023. Retrieved 12 August 2026.